verse 1
A
I spend a lot of time above water
F#m
In fact, I spend most of my time in my room
E
Lately that's made me wonder
A
If I've given up on trying to be someone new
F#m
Because I don't like who I see
E
Each morning when I look in the mirror
E
In fact it's the only thing I fear
A
That I'm empty inside these bones
F#m
I'm not scared of ghosts
E
I embrace them all as friends
E
Because one day I'll be dead
A
And they will know my name
F#m
So I've been counting down my life
E
Existing in hours
E
To see what I have left
A F#m E E
If I see 25, I'll be surprised
A F#m
If I see 32, I'll take every letter I wrote to you
E E
And bury them alive
A F#m E E
If I see 44
A
Well I haven't thought that far