Intro: E
verse 1
E
holy fucking shit, I'm getting tired of being me
Esus4 E
waking up each day is such a fucking chore
drink away the last night's fear and tell you what you want to hear
Esus4 E
then lay in bed and be depressed some more
verse 2
F#m Esus4 Am
and I keep drinking way too much
E Emaj7/B E7
and saying things I actually mean
F#m Esus4 Asus4
last night I told a room of strangers everything there is to know
E Emaj7sus4 E7
about the things that haunt me in my dreams
Bridge 1
F#m
and I'm sorry
G# A E
but I don't think I'm ever gonna change
verse 3
I started going out on walks, and then it started raining
Esus4 E
I guess even our climate agrees with me
E
that I don't deserve happiness or coping mechanisms
Esus4 E
I deserve to lay out in the cold and freeze
verse 4
G# A E
and that's just fine
G# A E
I love the colder temperatures, I think they're so divine
G# A E
yeah, that's just fine
G# A E
I'd rather rest out there than be in here and be alive
Bridge 2
F#m Esus4 Am
'cause I keep getting way too stoned
E Emaj7/B E7
and worrying my friends with what I say
F#m Esus4 Am
last week I told my closest pals that I wanted to run away
E Emaj7sus4 E7
to Portland so that I'd be less afraid
Verse 5
F#m
and I'm thinking
G# A E Eadd9 E Emaj7sus4 E Emaj7sus4 E
it isn't such a bad idea for me
F#m
yeah, I'm thinking
G# A E
that maybe it'd be good for me to leave