verse 1
F#m
It’s a tired fascination
A
With everything I’m not and
F#m A
Wasting nights wondering, trying to figure out
F#m A
Or maybe if I’m quiet, maybe if I’m light
F#m A E
Or maybe I’ll be something, someone you’ll like
Chorus
A F#m
If I’m smaller and if I’m different
E D
Just a little less would you love me
A F#m
If I wasn’t this with some bigger lips
E
And some smaller hips
D
Would you love me
verse 2
F#m A
It’s an overdone obsession with chasing what I’m not
F#m A
And something I’ve been hiding, space I’m talking up
F#m A
And slouching in my shoulders, and curving in my back
F#m A E
Afraid that all the space I’m in is just to much to have
Chorus
A F#m
If I’m smaller and if I’m different
E D
Just a little less would you love me
A F#m
If I wasn’t this with some bigger lips
E
And some smaller hips
D
Would you love me
A D A E
And I can’t change, what just stays the same
A D A E
So I keep trying, to love me how I’m made
I know
verse 3
F#m
I’m hating on my mother
A
I’m disrespecting dad
F#m A
But, spending nights trying to change the way I am
F#m A
And tearing at my structure, pulling at my skin
F#m A
Just wishing I was smaller and different
F#m A
And I’m spitting on the people who love me just like this
F#m A
Who don’t wish I was smaller or less of anything
F#m A
And I’m yelling in my silence, so make the voices stop
F#m
And let me sleep in quite
A E
Nothing can let I ought to be
Chorus
A F#m
smaller and different
E D
Just a little less so you can love me
A F#m
With none of this and some bigger lips
E
And some smaller hips
D
So you can love me
Outro
A D A E
And I can’t change, what just stays the same
A D A E
But I keep trying, to love me how I’m made
A E
How I’m made
E E
Yeah, I’m made
A E
How I’m made
A F#m
If I’m smaller and if I’m different
E D
Just a little less would you love me
A F#m
If I wasn’t this with some bigger lips
E
And some smaller hips
D
Would you love me