Em                  Am 
It's four a.m. again 
Em                               Am 
Father, forgive me this sin 
Em                             Am 
Uncomfortable in this life, yeah 
Em                           Am 
I can't put down this knife, yeah 
Em                                   Am 
I'm carving words in my arms, baby 
Em                                    Am 
These scars are part of my charm, maybe 
Em                           Am 
I need the touch of a hand 
Em                            Am 
This isn't what I had planned 
Em                      D 
I need relief from this life 
             C    Am       C 
I wanna slip away into the night 
        Em                      G 
Don't wanna see the sun again 
                  Am                            C 
But can't get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind 
Em               D            Em   C  Em 
I wish the ocean was warm 
   D             Am   Em   C 
I feel like drowning 
Em 
I'm losing my faith in me 
Am                                                 Em 
I can't remember the last time I felt free 
                 Am 
From voices inside my head 
Em                              Am                      C 
When I taste liberation, they just feed me fear instead 
Em                       Am 
You say I'm out of control 
Em                          Am 
At least I still have a soul 
Em               Am             Em 
No, I don't need your advice 
                        G               C 
Some compassion would be nice 
Em                      D 
I need relief from this life 
             C        D         C 
I wanna slip away into the night 
        Em                   G 
Don't wanna see the sun again 
                   Am                            C 
But can't get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind 
Em               D             Em   C   Em 
I wish the ocean was warm 
                Am   Em  C 
I feel like drowning 
Em                                        Am 
I can't take any more of your pills 
Em                     D 
They hold my head up 
        Am 
But still it feels so wrong 
Em             D                                    Em 
I can't believe the price that I've paid 
Am           Em                          G                       Em               Am 
For this chemically-induced, perceivably ideal, take-it-with-a-glass-of- 
         Em   D  Am   Em   Am 
water day 
Em                      D 
I need relief from this life 
             Am            G          C 
I wanna slip away into the night 
        Em                   G 
Don't wanna see the sun again 
                   Am                            C 
But can't get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind 
Em               D             Em   C   Em 
I wish the ocean was warm 
                Am   Em  C 
I feel like drowning